Waiting to Die
Pretending to see me,
Keeping up a fading feeling,
But I feel this empty gaze,
Meant to punish me right?
Do I not understand my place?
Is this normal?
Am I where I’m meant to be?
Cause it’s cold cold cold.
Cold without a hand to hold.
Taunting and sweet,
No words too kind,
I love you feels hollower than your spite.
Tell me another lie and keep my mind quiet tonight.
It’s ok,
Let yourself be happy,
In the arms of people deserving.
I’ll always be here,
Waiting to die.
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting till I leave your mind,
To return to hell,
Where I always belonged.