Metal Drawn Line
You can’t deny,
When metal draws a line,
Your brain gets fuzzy,
Feels like a dream,
Till your shame wins out at the end of the night.
Or will you tell me another lie,
And dream a better life,
Spitting the blood you sucked in the sink,
Cause this time will be the last you say.
I’m sure you’ll be biting your tongue once the going gets tough.
Just enjoy the pain,
Like you always told yourself.
It’s all you have anyway,
And no one can save you like that,
So stop hoping someone will open the door.
You know what’ll really happen.
It’ll hurt much more than another inhale.
Just count back from 3.
Enjoy the night,
The bandaging and everything,
Cause once tomorrow comes,
You’re back to your lying self.